Day 28

Day 28: Something That Stresses You Out

Um, this post alone could be about 10 zillion pages long. I stress over just about everything under the sun. It's an issue, I know.

I'm always stressing about money. Always. That's probably my biggest one.

School really stresses me out. I worry about failing, never finishing, not being smart enough, etc.

I stress out about car issues. Even the simplest thing can send me to tears in .5 seconds.

When Kylee's sick, I stress like you wouldn't believe. It's hard for me to sleep, because I'm worried she'll need me and I won't hear her.. I stress about the possibility of having to take her to the ER (which has never happened) and them admitting her or something. I stress about something being seriously wrong with her and me just not knowing. Just this one stresser I could go on about all day. I worry about her being kidnapped, being scared, not knowing that I love her.. Seriously, I have a lot of problems. haha.

I stress about deployments and underways. I try not to, but it's a constant thought in the back of my mind that something could change in a day and the hubs would have to leave for a long period of time with pretty much no warning. Luckily this hasn't happened yet, but I still hold my breath for it.

The house not being clean and laundry not being done stresses me out. Since I don't work, I feel like those things are my job, and if they aren't done, I'm letting the hubby down. I know that's ridiculous and he doesn't feel that way at all (or really even care) but that's just how I feel.

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Today I'm thankful for ultrasounds.. Kylee & I get to see Bentley today because my lovely doctor does an ultrasound every appointment :) Kylee loves hearing B's heartbeat (and dancing to it.. she's weird!) and I love seeing him being all squirmy and crazy on the moniter.